When the nudge won't go away

I have this nudge, and it won't go away.

I keep coming back to the idea of creating a community for working moms, but I'm not entirely sure how that would work. Working moms are usually super-busy - daycare drop-offs, commutes, work schedules, all the stuff that has to happen to keep a home running... when would you find time to pause and spend a little time with others in a very similar boat?

But I know I get a little lonely sometimes. But I'm tired of defining my moments by what I can't do, or what I don't have time to do, and this is something that has been on my heart a long, long time. I don't know how it will work, or how to even start pursuing it, but it's here for a reason.

And I'm not sure why I, of all people, have this desire to create community. But Monday night, when the weather was so bad and I was up half the night, it kept creeping into my brain.

So I will pray about it, and see what doors are opened for me, because I know if it's what I'm supposed to be doing, the doors will open for an introverted, weird person to create a community group (even when I'm not entirely sure what that means.)